My life is a short, intense celebration.
With almost every breath I take, I get
a new sense and understanding
of the linden tree, of ripened wheat,
of hay, and of mignonette.
I suck everything up into me.
When it’s warm and I’m tired, I sit down
and weave a yellow garland, a blue one,
and one of thyme. A reaper in a blue smock.
He mows down all the little flowers
in front of my door. I know now of two
other pictures with death in them.
(From Paula Modersohn-Becker’s diary, 1900