It travelled slowly,
a lovely orangey-white orb,
hanging there in the sallow evening air
as necks were craned, with time to relish
the moment of stillness
before the ball rustled the netting
and the stands erupted, lost in their own noise
for perhaps the only time all afternoon.
A magnificent fire
“Last night the English Opera House was burnt down — a magnificent fire.”
Charles Greville
All the gentility of London was there
from Princess Esterhazy’s ball and all
the clubs; gentlemen in their fur cloaks, pumps,
and velvet waistcoats mixed with objects like
the sans-culottes in the French Revolution —
men and women half-dressed, covered with rags
and dirt, some with nightcaps or handkerchief
round their heads — then the soldiers, the firemen,
and the engines, and the new police running
and bustling, clearing the way, clattering
along, with that intense interest and restless
curiosity, which received fresh stimulus
at every renewed burst of the flames as
they rose in a shower of sparks like gold dust.
(From The Greville Memoirs, January 1830)
The empty room
I dreamt of you again last night.
And when I woke up it was as if
you had died afresh. I read
all your letters this afternoon.
I feel as if we had collected all
our wheat into a barn to make bread
and beer for the rest of our lives
and now our barn has been burnt down
and we stand on a cold winter morning
looking at the charred ruins. For this
little room was the gleanings of our life.
All our happiness was over this fire
and with these books. Voltaire blessing us
with up-raised hand on the wall. No one
to talk to about my pleasures. I write in
an empty book. I cry in an empty room.
(Dora Carrington’s diary, February 1932)
We must be at the helm
We must be at the helm
at least once a day;
we must feel the tiller-rope
in our hands, and know
that if we sail, we steer.
(From Henry David Thoreau’s journal, 1841)
Stopping
Two feet of snow fell last evening.
It lies in largest masses on the flat
fronded branches of firs and the mounded
close foliage of the live-oaks, and it
bends and welds together the tassels
of the pines. The ouzel heeds not the roar
of avalanches, the heavy masses
of snow from banks and trees, and the constant
upspringing of pines. He would not cease
singing or feeding for an earthquake.
(From John Muir’s journal, February 1873)
The first man ever frozen
While I was preparing
for my Science Fair project,
busily freezing turtles,
insects, and plants,
you were busy dying.
Mr. Vest and your physician began CPR,
packed you in ice on the hospital bed.
It is something of an understatement
to describe Nelson as a pathological liar
and an outright fraud. You would
certainly have perished at Chatsworth
with the nine patients whom Nelson
allowed to thaw out and decompose.
You, of course, do not know me at all.
Sometime in the June of 1973
I walked into the cavernous
industrial bay of Galiso, Inc.
The unit containing you sat out
on the shop floor amid the clutter
of uncompleted dewars and test equipment,
covered with a heavy layer
of ubiquitous Southern California dust.
This was our first meeting.
So much happened between 1982 and now.
On the other side of the flimsy “wood” paneled wall
(there were open studs on the side where you rested),
we were washing out the blood of dogs
and cooling them down to a few degrees.
I cannot describe the feeling of elation
when I peeled back the sleeping bag and saw
that you appeared intact and well cared for.
Ruby was cremated a few days after
her death. It appears that where immediate
family is concerned, you will be making
the journey into tomorrow alone.
Dr. Bedford, I hope we really meet someday.
I am not sure we will have much in common,
But we will have the joy, the sheer,
unbounded joy of being alive in a universe
where we can move freely, unchained
from the bonds of gravity, earth, and time.
(From Dear Dr. Bedford, July 1991)
The first ramp in Palestine
The ollie is an essential trick.
It’s a door; if you can open it,
you can open others.
We had to go to Israel in order to skate.
“What do you get out of it?”
That’s what people would say.
Observe closely.
One, two, I get on.
One, two, I get on.
The day the skatepark opened, I was here,
and the army came and fired tear gas.
Let’s make a circle.
Let’s learn another trick.
This one in the front, that’s one.
Two, they’re next to each other.
Three, I lift my foot.
Don’t you feel like you’re flying?
I imagine there’s no occupation,
there’s no wall.
With every new trick it’s like
you become aware of a new life.
It’s like when something has been missing.
And you’re looking for it.
And slowly you find it.
I learn to live.
That’s what I get out of it.
A plume of feathers, never used
A plume of feathers, never used
but by Œdipus and the Earl of Essex.
A serpent to sting Cleopatra.
Aurengezebe’s scymitar,
made by Will. Brown in Piccadilly.
The whiskers of a Turkish Bassa.
A wild boar. Roxana’s night-gown.
The imperial robes of Xerxes, never worn but once.
Another of a bigger sort.
Materials for dancing; as masks,
castanets, and a ladder of ten rounds.
Three bottles and a half of lightning.
A dozen and a half of clouds,
trimmed with black. A basket-hilted sword.
Three oak-cudgels, with one of crab-tree.
A bale of Spanish wool. A sea.
A coach very finely gilt, with a pair
of dragons, to be sold cheap.
Othello’s handkerchief.
One shower of snow in the whitest French paper.
A mustard-bowl to make thunder.
A suit of clothes for a ghost,
viz. a bloody shirt, a doublet curiously pinked.
A coat with three great eyelet-holes.
A set of clouds after the French mode,
streaked with lightning, and furbelowed.
(From Drury Lane theatre’s fire sale, 1709)
Burn him!
If ya have to ask, you don’t belong there.
The lake bed is a Euclidean plane
with zillions of dry fractal cracks.
The parched Nevada mountains of the Black
Rock Desert rise on three sides. Point the front
of the vehicle into emptiness and launch.
Gaseous tails of flying white dust spurt up
like jet exhaust. Cars and trucks leave huge wakes
on the horizon, like white prairie fires.
The place feels like the afterlife. When you
walk across it, you just drift over
endless cracked whiteness, lifting your feet
maybe a quarter inch from the surface.
The alkali dust is like a fine and
bitter talcum. Just throw off your clothes.
Colored strings of chemglow out in the desert,
woven through the spokes of bicycles and
mysteriously revolving. Huge dramatic
bowl of desert stars overhead. Fireworks
and flying flares casting a lurid trench-
warfare glow above the massive camp.
Pagan hierophants in tall headdresses
and silver lamé march in slow step,
toting flaming standards of arcane device.
Swarms of nude dancers caper up in
bizarre sword-and-sorcery bondage gear.
The soundtrack switches to repeated, insane,
bestial screaming. An awe-inspiring insect
goddess – a hunchbacked bug on red stilts – comes
towering and toppling into the firelight.
Amy is an imaginative child. This
is awful! It’s like a living nightmare!
They go at it hot and heavy, booming-
banging-boogying.
A guy got killed last night.
He rear-ended a truck while zooming
along the darkened playa on a blacked-
out motorcycle. At night somebody
constructs a fake constellation. Faking
the stars, cutting-and-pasting the desert
sky. Flat on his back, he looks like a giant
abandoned packing crate, but when he’s
catapulted into standing position,
he becomes a striking neon symbol
of pretty much everything that matters.
It’s time to finally burn the Man.
They fire up the guy, and he explodes
in sheets of colored fireworks and giant
livid gouts of flames. Burn him!
Amy is screaming, wriggling like an eel.
(From Greetings from Burning Man! August 1996)
You must be logged in to post a comment.